damn koyak*!

*'torn' in malay, or in context, 'messed up'

It's 0023 hours now on 10 March, and I just woke up.

Having worked night shift last night, it was inherent for me to catch up on sleep the next day. Yes I did, and I slept in base until it was time for Friday prayers. Thank God the mosque is just a stone's throw from my base. It was barely 3 hours of sleep. After prayers, I had to make my way to Bras Basah to purchase some second hand O level pure science guidebooks, in order to better prepare myself for the tuition I will start to give in April.

By the time I reached home, it was already close to 5 in the evening. So I had to sleep (no matter what), but with only 2 to 3 hours of sleep in mind. I intended to wake up at around 7 plus or latest 8pm. But I guess I subconsiously snoozed my alarm repeatedly until it gave up on me. One thing I never wanted was to wake up the next morning, realising that I had slept through the entire previous evening and night. That feeling sucks cos it makes me feel like I had skipped one night in my life.

Sigh, I hope this koyak-ness doesn't last too long for me. I can feel it taking a serious toll on me.

ok I'm going back to sleep now, goodnight.